(while waiting for dad to come back from kelantan)
I don't understand
Why do people try to hurt other people on purpose? I don't understand. Does it make that person feel better? by hurting the other.
Some people have split personalities too. One day they love you and then hate you the next day. It was fun to experience all that actually. Something I've never felt before. Hatred. I've never really hate someone. Everyone has been very nice to me and I hope I was nice to them too. I understand that sometimes we hurt people's feelings but we don't mean to do so. But there are some people on earth who would do it on purpose. Seeing you suffer makes them happy. SO??
Don't be so silly to get upset over things they do because I'm not upset at all after everything that happened. Let that person live in misery. They will get over it one day. Ignore everything they do even if they get over the limit. I just did. Hopefully I will be able to do it again. Ignoring everything that someone did. I thought of cursing and then I thought why curse? That person will somehow get back what he deserves. Obviously not something good. Then, I thought of telling everyone about things he doesn't want other people to know but I did not because I know it would be so childish of me to do so and why do that to hurt other people? I have never wanted to hurt someone on purpose. Why tell other people things I don't want other people to know? Why tell my friends? Why try to make them dislike me? That hurt pretty much. Even this I ignored. Hacking my account? You know what? I won't do the same. I won't do anything. It's all so stupid and childish. If I'm the lowest standard ever set then what are you? Seriously, think before you say things. Use a little bit of your brain if you have 1. How do we love someone who tells us that? How do we love someone that do not give in to us? Eventually we get fed up! I did. It was so stupid of me for trying to bear with someone like that. Someone so childish and acts like a girl and think that he looks good all the time.
I believe religions have never taught us to hate other religions but I don't know how some people just hate other religion. It is wrong. Very wrong.
I did have a little bit of time when I was happy back then. But I realised I've stopped studying for a while and I know I just have to stop all these. Being playful and childish for a while like that time was enough for me. It was fun. Made another memory to my life. Me being so childish for the 1st time is it? It's not like I'm very mature but I think I think better than many people.
Thanks for the memories. :)
Learned a lot from it.
1. never get too close with someone you just know
2. never trust people so easily and tell them certain things
3. I WILL NEVER TALK TO ANYONE LIKE THAT.
so childish of me. but whatever. it's for the best.
Some people have split personalities too. One day they love you and then hate you the next day. It was fun to experience all that actually. Something I've never felt before. Hatred. I've never really hate someone. Everyone has been very nice to me and I hope I was nice to them too. I understand that sometimes we hurt people's feelings but we don't mean to do so. But there are some people on earth who would do it on purpose. Seeing you suffer makes them happy. SO??
Don't be so silly to get upset over things they do because I'm not upset at all after everything that happened. Let that person live in misery. They will get over it one day. Ignore everything they do even if they get over the limit. I just did. Hopefully I will be able to do it again. Ignoring everything that someone did. I thought of cursing and then I thought why curse? That person will somehow get back what he deserves. Obviously not something good. Then, I thought of telling everyone about things he doesn't want other people to know but I did not because I know it would be so childish of me to do so and why do that to hurt other people? I have never wanted to hurt someone on purpose. Why tell other people things I don't want other people to know? Why tell my friends? Why try to make them dislike me? That hurt pretty much. Even this I ignored. Hacking my account? You know what? I won't do the same. I won't do anything. It's all so stupid and childish. If I'm the lowest standard ever set then what are you? Seriously, think before you say things. Use a little bit of your brain if you have 1. How do we love someone who tells us that? How do we love someone that do not give in to us? Eventually we get fed up! I did. It was so stupid of me for trying to bear with someone like that. Someone so childish and acts like a girl and think that he looks good all the time.
I believe religions have never taught us to hate other religions but I don't know how some people just hate other religion. It is wrong. Very wrong.
I did have a little bit of time when I was happy back then. But I realised I've stopped studying for a while and I know I just have to stop all these. Being playful and childish for a while like that time was enough for me. It was fun. Made another memory to my life. Me being so childish for the 1st time is it? It's not like I'm very mature but I think I think better than many people.
Thanks for the memories. :)
Learned a lot from it.
1. never get too close with someone you just know
2. never trust people so easily and tell them certain things
3. I WILL NEVER TALK TO ANYONE LIKE THAT.
so childish of me. but whatever. it's for the best.
RANDOM
I do believe in retribution. We deserve punishments for wrong things we have done. I believe that God is fair and He has plans for us. It is how we make full use of our lives ourselves. I don't understand how can some people just sit in the train leaving the old ones to stand with their heavy belongings. Young people nowadays are just so inconsiderate. I would have gave up my seat for someone who needs it better. There are even smarter people who lean on the pole! How smart can they be? Like seriously...knowing people have to hold the pole so don't lean on it la! Inconsiderate m.....!!!!!!!! Use ur brains sometimes! Although it might not be working...
TESTS AND QUIZZES!
Never ever copy during any test. Even though we may get high marks but we will get our retribution.
All these things happen. So avoid it before it really happens.
If we cannot answer, learn from this mistake and work harder for the next test!
I really really want to do well... very well... especially for Chemistry..
Help me..
PEOPLE
My friends have changed. Those who weren't close to me. They just seem to be worse now. Not any better. I thought as someone becomes more mature, they do less wrong and silly things. I guess I'm wrong. I'm lucky enough to have nice and good friends. My friends are always nice. STUDY always comes first for them! Then comes time to play and every other things. I really aprreciate and do not want to lose any of my friends over small small matters.
OFFENDED...
Please do not try to test my patience... I may seem to be very patient when it comes to friends but please don't go over the limit. You can make fun of me. How short I am, fat, ugly or anything but never lie and do things behind my back like telling someone how that I used to dislike them or try making people dislike me. I am not perfect. I have my weak points. I am very sensitive inside but I don't show much. I've never done anything to hurt my friends on purpose.. why hurt me? Why even try to hurt me? those pain had just fade away. Forever. It will not come back because I've learned from my mistake and learn to cherish things and people I have with me now. I'm happy now. I don't need friends who I can't trust. I admit I trust people easily...soooo easily that I get hurt easily... so don't make me not trust you because I will lose this trust forever no matter what you try to do to gain that trust back.
LOVE
我爱你
<3
Learning to like chinese stuff.. chinese songs, chinese drama and everything else!
for my friends! love all of u! not only those chinese ones la.. haha... :)
Learning to speak mandarin again. I stopped speaking ever since I was 7. It's nice to speak a little of chinese at times. :)
TESTS AND QUIZZES!
Never ever copy during any test. Even though we may get high marks but we will get our retribution.
All these things happen. So avoid it before it really happens.
If we cannot answer, learn from this mistake and work harder for the next test!
I really really want to do well... very well... especially for Chemistry..
Help me..
PEOPLE
My friends have changed. Those who weren't close to me. They just seem to be worse now. Not any better. I thought as someone becomes more mature, they do less wrong and silly things. I guess I'm wrong. I'm lucky enough to have nice and good friends. My friends are always nice. STUDY always comes first for them! Then comes time to play and every other things. I really aprreciate and do not want to lose any of my friends over small small matters.
OFFENDED...
Please do not try to test my patience... I may seem to be very patient when it comes to friends but please don't go over the limit. You can make fun of me. How short I am, fat, ugly or anything but never lie and do things behind my back like telling someone how that I used to dislike them or try making people dislike me. I am not perfect. I have my weak points. I am very sensitive inside but I don't show much. I've never done anything to hurt my friends on purpose.. why hurt me? Why even try to hurt me? those pain had just fade away. Forever. It will not come back because I've learned from my mistake and learn to cherish things and people I have with me now. I'm happy now. I don't need friends who I can't trust. I admit I trust people easily...soooo easily that I get hurt easily... so don't make me not trust you because I will lose this trust forever no matter what you try to do to gain that trust back.
LOVE
我爱你
<3
Learning to like chinese stuff.. chinese songs, chinese drama and everything else!
for my friends! love all of u! not only those chinese ones la.. haha... :)
Learning to speak mandarin again. I stopped speaking ever since I was 7. It's nice to speak a little of chinese at times. :)
Back..
It had been so long since I've last blogged or even look at my blog!
Everything that happened the past two months made my life so miserable.
I knew I stopped studying. I realised I was slacking in class. I was getting bad results (not like they are very bad but they are just bad to me). I began talking so much more than usual and I know I shouldn't have talked this much. I did badly for my second chemistry test. 75 per cent?? And the topics were not that tough. Something went wrong with me for the past 2 months. Even Ms. Inthi, my Chemistry lecturer scolded me for my results. Seriously... what was wrong with me? I feel disgusted with myself. So disgusted for the first time in my life. Now I learning to be the old me again. Playful and talkative? so not me. I used to work very hard for something I do not understand; be it physics or any other subjects. I stopped doing all that the last 2 months. I hated myself. The lazy me.
I've never been this stupid in my life. Never 3 A 2 B! I seriously feel stupid. I want straight A's forever in my life. Where are all the A's? Where did they go?
I love my group of friends in college though. They are pretty good in studies especially Kam Seng. It's like he knows everything. haha...
Mr. Chemistry, I still love you.. always. :)
Everything that happened the past two months made my life so miserable.
I knew I stopped studying. I realised I was slacking in class. I was getting bad results (not like they are very bad but they are just bad to me). I began talking so much more than usual and I know I shouldn't have talked this much. I did badly for my second chemistry test. 75 per cent?? And the topics were not that tough. Something went wrong with me for the past 2 months. Even Ms. Inthi, my Chemistry lecturer scolded me for my results. Seriously... what was wrong with me? I feel disgusted with myself. So disgusted for the first time in my life. Now I learning to be the old me again. Playful and talkative? so not me. I used to work very hard for something I do not understand; be it physics or any other subjects. I stopped doing all that the last 2 months. I hated myself. The lazy me.
I've never been this stupid in my life. Never 3 A 2 B! I seriously feel stupid. I want straight A's forever in my life. Where are all the A's? Where did they go?
I love my group of friends in college though. They are pretty good in studies especially Kam Seng. It's like he knows everything. haha...
Mr. Chemistry, I still love you.. always. :)
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